Point Proven : You are not serious and give up and fail

Yes, again I'm wrote something sarcastic and some "I told you so" post.

In the past time a "little people" are study "exhibit A" which he "think" he is so interested in, with passion.

during the course, he always talk "big",

quote:

I gonna be this, I gonna do that.

When I finished this course, I'm gonna leave this dump hole and to further my study and my career at foreign country.

Okay, when I herd he say such thing, I would expect he is brilliant at it! at least like Microsoft smart or apple brilliant.

It turns out, he is just wasting his time, he is not serious at all. accomplish nothing and  telling me

"Now, it is just diploma. For now I can have all the fun I can. I will be serious when I'm study Degree"

I like WTF, instead of doing nothing but  bitching, backstabbing and gossiping around.

He is wasting his parent money and his own time. If I were you, I will be so glad you have the opportunity to study.  I have to earn this by my self ! (working and studying at the same time for not just the college year also from my high school year)

He very good at lying too. He said I don't want to spend too much money. I wanna make some lifting for my family for my mother.

then i said why not u work part time, earn some money and just do a little bit to help out  and he like immediately said: i can't work while i study. (eh hello ???!?!?!?! i was doing this since i was like 15)

I like WTF,

Yes, he is full of shit! he let her mother buy a brand new car. pay his tuition fee. his lunch and dinner, some fancy holidays trips and more and more.

He is extremely incompetent.

For example, In a group work, we suppose to work together. and we delegate the job and every one done their job except him.

There is always excuses and reasons. He is done nothing and let other people clean up his mess. He screw up big time !

All I can say is "HE IS A PIECE OF WORK!"

Now is already one and a half year, and I just found out he is not continuing study his "passion" the "exhibit A". just as I expected he give up! and going to try "exhibit F".

all i can say is if you are not stepping up, bring your a game always. you will give up !

seriously I laughing non stop when i get the news.

Life as a programmer its fun, just like cooking like a chef

I remember my first programming class that the lecturer said, programming is not hard in fact is fun ! Just like cooking.

I can tell you programming is fun ! as long you make it really fun. Programming it’s just like solving crossword puzzle, need to solve it piece by piece (module by module) just like cooking,first your have to make the appetizer, then to the main course and the dessert !

For those who don’t know how to programming or does not know anything about programming at all don’t worry, all you need is a lots of commitment and hard work interest. That’s not all, you need high quality cookware IDE or text editor and some fantastic cookbook programming text book (not the dummy series).

In life, as in programming, some days are harder than others and that’s what keeps your brain alive (and less fun may be). The key to surviving those tough fun days is to pick yourself up and stay focus on your life purpose programming goals (and easter eggs too ;) ). They’re only boring if you have no sense of adventure.

For me, that’s imparting the joy of programming to all mankind, ah... programming is the most spectacular fun a person can have without passing out ! (Yes you herd me, fun !)

When i was start to explore the world of programming, that mean as a novice programmer, I would find comfort in the words of the learned programming sages guru, My hero was Mr Kev. O, frequently education contributor and all time, programming master (should be), Mr Kev says that a written programs greatness can be determined by asking three simple questions.

Is it solvable ? Is it entertaining fun ? Does it sparkle innovative and changgih?

But programming has a rule is this: don’t program unless you have a plan design (and a backup plan at least), doing programming with out a plan is like screaming with your lips duct-taped together.

It’s weak. If you are going to programming, you had to do it fearlessly carefully and with abandon (seriously?) and with a old noodle brain and with some common sense also.

It’s about choosing a path, and just committing to it ! Yes, programming are a lot like life in that way.

Shit ! Curse words, swearing, profanity, expletive-a good old cuss. May be these words aren't such a good idea in some places such as replying clients emails, but when among team mate, co-worker friends and during programming while encounter some fatal error, or some unhand-led exception in the program. It’s perfectly acceptable to have a mouth like one.

Do you guys know what my favorite part of a programming is ? Is when you realize you know something you did’t think you knew.

If life is like a programming, then its worth, its worth greatness, should be judged in the same way

Is it solvable ? Is it entertaining ? Does it sparkle ?

I'm suspect that i'm a bipolar

always moody. always depress. sometimes exciting but mostly depressing. may be is the new job that i take.

Well is like this

hot then cold
yes then no
in then out
up then down
e wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white

hope that work well in future...... moody...... moody......

Push The Envolope

Push The Envelope, to the edges, go beyond limit. all of these are risky act. most of the successful people in the whole world are taking chances, taking risk.

I guess I did not take much risk, and i was playing safe. not pushing the boundary, not beyond the limit. that's why I still stuck at here.

I should take chances months ago, I should pursuit the opportunity but I did not and I screw up. Now I got another one and I feel that I'm screwing around again ! playing safe again !

"okay okay G.K.L !! WAKE UP!!!!!!! stop fakup your future................"

Now I realize is now or never, so I trying..... apparently not enough, I don't want to sabotage my self again.

Never Again. not taking chances is a mistake, not taking the risk while i still can is a HUGE mistake.

so i don't want to screw this up again.

Why, I had to make a decision again !

when comes to making decisions, i very frustrated because I don't want to make a single bad decision. this is what i was always trying to avoiding in my entire life.

The decision you made is your responsibility, the consequences, the outcome. so it's effecting your future. the scary part is before you made any decision you don't know what it's gonna be, what will happen.

so this is a big big decision, and i already decide, make up my mind and cross my fingers and hope it's all worth it.

Keep on top bring it to the next level

programmers are complacent people, we don't put our feet up, we don't sit still. What ever the game is we like to win and once we win, we get a new game.

We push ourselves, it doesn't matter how much we achieve, If you are a climber, there's always another mountain. They take picture of mountain climbers at the top of the mountain, there are smiling, ecstatic, triumphant. They don't take pictures along the way cause who wants to remember the rest of it ?

We push ourselves because we have to, not because we like it. The relentless climb, the pain and anguish of taking it to the next level, no body takes pictures of that, nobody wants to remember. we just want to remember the view from the top, the breathtaking moment at the edge of the world, that's what keeps up climbing and it's worth the pain, that's the crazy part, it's worth anything.

Change's and adapt

A program is made of bunch of logic's and not writing using zero and one or assembly code. this is a vast improvement over the first program created, which was pretty much a "bunch of codes".Programing or technique is constantly reinventing itself, that means programmers have to keep reinventing themselves too.

There are constant pressure to adapt to changes, it can be a painful process but without it you will find your self moving backwards instead of forwards.

we have to keep reinventing ourselves almost every minute because the world can change in an instant and there is no time for looking back, sometimes the change are forced on us, sometimes they happen by accident and we make the most of them.

we have to constantly come up with new ways to fix overselves so we change, we adapt. we create new version of ourselves, we just need to be sure that this one is an improvement over the last.