Tuesday, August 11, 2009

Felling not awesome, not terrible, and it's empty

Being an average person, em... okay average it's overrated for those who know me. I always keep chasing my dream and I’m starting to wonder do I really want this?

Sometime I think I am the most immature person around the people I know. Oh my gosh, I’m that lame, do I?

I just wonder do all people feel like that or it’s just me? Sometimes I just feel I just want this to be over and have a good ending. If I do a reality check it’s impossible to have a so much “happy ending”.

I spend so much time trying to control everything around me, but the truth is the more I did so the more it gets worst, now I fell so damn tired and had no clue in my life. Some people in relatives have such as high hope to me, that’s put me a lot’s of pressure.

Some time I just want to give in, and leave everything behind but if u keep holding on take a deep breath and continue then it’s over and you will be glad u did not did so.

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